This book about my testimony delves into a very personal and poignant story about my life. It reflects resilience in the face of adversity.

My experiences, starting from before birth, portray a profound journey through hardships, choices, and the ripple effects of trauma and addiction within my family. It not only touches upon my own survival but also explores the struggles and challenges faced by my parents and how that influenced my upbringing.

It's clear how the cycle of trauma can perpetuate itself through generations and how it can shape one's worldview and choices. I contextualize my experiences within the broader scope of societal challenges, such as the environment in Newark, New Jersey.

It's a powerful reflection on how one's surroundings and circumstances can significantly impact their life trajectory. This book also touches on coping mechanisms and how individuals find ways to navigate through pain and discomfort.

I share my choice of expressing my own coping mechanism—seeking love—adds a personal and relatable dimension to my testimony. Overall, it is compelling, emotive, and gives readers a glimpse into my life shaped by adversity, survival, faith and the quest for healing and understanding.

I pray it can inspire and resonate with many who have faced similar challenges. .