What could be worse than having your heart ripped by someone you love? I know one. When Dora died, I thought I was going to die too.

Not from someone murdering me, but from my heart veins ripping each other apart because of too much pain it can't handle. I was miserable, and it's all guilt.

Guilty that I didn't have enough power to admit everything I and Dora did while I made someone believe that I love him and only him. I swear on my dad.

I even said to him, which he believed because he knew how much I love my dad. Oh, that too, guilty that I used my dad for a lie.

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At first, there is chaos in your mind and all you can do is try to cry it out, but then you stop. You stop feeling anything, and your eyes shut down to the point that those people who can read you by just looking into your eyes can't even get inside of you anymore.

She, who showed me kindness, who made me feel safe and loved is not who I think she is. She is a bad person, worse than my mom.

It makes me wonder how many people who are showing me kindness are actually murderers, liars, and bringers of chaos. My dad was right to take me away from my mom because those years in the province was actually peaceful.

Now it's all wrecked. The only good part of my life right now is Max because it is not yet ruined.

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