MiaI suffered at the hands of my drunk, abusive father for most of my life. Now that I'm 18 and have a great job, I've fallen in love.

The problem is, it isn't with one man, it's with two. They were brothers in arms, now they're club brothers in the Outcasts.

As our friendship grows, so do my wants. They go from hot to cold at every turn, and the fighting starts.

I'm over it and need to get over them. Telling them to stay away and give me space was hard, but I had to.

I'm ready to clear my head and heart to move on. KaneI have demons in my head from the things I've seen.

The nightmares that plague me at night are a testament to that. Over the past month, my feelings for Mia have grown.

She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, but I back off when I see my brother Cowboy showing interest. She needs room to make her own decisions, or so I thought.

Big mistake. Now Mia thinks I don't want her.

I realize how bad things are when she tells us to leave her alone. I can't let her go.

How do I fix this?CowboyI'm as rough and mean as they come, but I still have a level head. That's why I'm V.

P. of the Outcasts MC.

The moment my eyes land on Mia, every fiber of my being craves her, but she deserves someone her own age. Someone who hasn't seen or done the things I have.

When Mia confronts me about my behavior, I feel like a fool. Have I ruined any chance I had with her? Determination sets in and one thing's clear.

She will be mine. .