I will not say these thingsChapter 1: AwakeningBhabotosh Chakraborty wakes up to the sound of his alarm, feeling a sense of emptiness pervading his life. As he goes through his morning routine, he can't shake off the feeling that there's something missing.

He reflects on his mundane job, unfulfilling relationships, and the lack of purpose in his life. Chapter 2: The CatalystOne day, while commuting to work, Bhabotosh encounters Shim Chak, an eccentric artist who seems to radiate passion and purpose.

Intrigued by Shim's aura, Bhabotosh strikes up a conversation with him. Shim shares his philosophy of living life to the fullest and pursuing one's dreams relentlessly.

Inspired by Shim's words, Bhabotosh begins to question his own choices and desires for something more meaningful. Chapter 3: The Call to AdventureAfter a series of serendipitous events, Bhabotosh decides to embark on a journey of self-discovery.

He quits his job, bids farewell to his comfort zone, and sets out into the unknown. Along the way, he meets Shimlon, a wise sage who imparts ancient wisdom and spiritual guidance.

Together, they delve into the depths of Bhabotosh's soul, confronting his fears and insecurities. Chapter 4: Allies and RevelationsAs Bhabotosh travels further, he encounters a diverse array of characters who become his allies on this transformative journey.

Ally, a free-spirited wanderer, teaches him the importance of embracing uncertainty and spontaneity. Komi, a healer with a compassionate heart, helps him confront his emotional wounds and find healing.

Racy, a bold adventurer, pushes him to break through his limitations and explore new horizons. Chapter 5: Trials and TribulationsDespite the support of his newfound friends, Bhabotosh faces numerous challenges along the way.

He grapples with doubts, setbacks, and moments of despair. Yet, with each obstacle he overcomes, he grows stronger and more resilient.

Through perseverance and determination, he learns to trust in the unfolding of his journey and surrender to the wisdom of the universe. Chapter 6: The Dark Night of the SoulIn the depths of his darkest moments, Bhabotosh confronts his inner demons and wrestles with existential questions.

He experiences a profound sense of loss and disillusionment, wondering if he'll ever find the meaning he seeks. It's during this dark night of the soul that he discovers the power of surrender and acceptance, embracing the inherent uncertainty of life.

Chapter 7: Rebirth and RenewalJust when Bhabotosh feels like he's reached the end of his rope, a ray of hope pierces through the darkness. Swaraj, a wise elder, appears on his path and offers him guidance on the path of self-realization.

With Swaraj's mentorship, Bhabotosh undergoes a profound inner transformation, shedding old layers of conditioning and stepping into his true essence. Chapter 8: Integration and WholenessAs Bhabotosh integrates the lessons of his journey, he begins to embody a sense of wholeness and completeness.

He embraces all aspects of himself—the light and the shadow, the joy and the sorrow. With a newfound sense of clarity and purpose, he sets out to create a life aligned with his deepest values and aspirations.

Chapter 9: Embracing ImpermanenceThrough his encounters with impermanence and change, Bhabotosh learns to let go of attachment and embrace the flow of life. He realizes that everything is transient, including his own identity and desires.

In surrendering to the ever-unfolding present moment, he finds a profound sense of freedom and liberation. .