College was supposed to be a time in your life when you were discovering who you wanted to be when you grew up. It was not the time to be fighting for your life, and yet, we found ourselves doing that very thing.

A camping trip to the mountains seemed like just the thing we needed to get over the stress of finals. We expected fun in the sun, no stress, and time to unwind from the rigors of attending college.

And we got that. .

. until we didn't.

No one expected a green glowing meteor to explode in the night sky or for it change us in ways only written about in Hollywood horror stories. ~ Remy ~Vanya was a fantasy I thought about late at night when I was all alone.

He was also my best friend's older brother and saw me as just a kid. When we are inexplicably brought together by something we didn't understand, we had to learn to accept the new world we had been thrown into.

Accepting him was the easy part. Accepting what I had become was going to take some time to get used to, time I no longer had if I wanted us to live.

~ Vanya ~After getting out of the service, all I wanted to do was get away from the world. Going to my family's campground in the mountains seemed like the perfect thing.

When my world exploded around me, I found myself desiring things I had never allowed myself to want. Remy was my baby brother's best friend.

He was almost a decade younger than me. I had no business being with him, but I couldn't seem to help myself.

Everything about him called to me. But I had changed in ways I'd never dreamed of even in my nightmares and I was terrified that those changes might cost me the one man I wanted more than anything.

Warning: Gay erotic romance. The material in this book contains explicit sexual content that is intended for mature audiences only.

All characters involved are adults capable of consent, are over the age of eighteen, and are willing participants. .