MOMENTS IN TIMEIT WAS ALL SO HARD TO NAMEINCIDENTS OCCURRING WHICH WERE NOT JUST ABOUT THE STATE OF MY BRAINHOW COULD I EXPLAIN?EVENTUALLY, I REALISED I DAREN'T ALL I COULD DO IS JUST LET THE FEELINGS, AND EXPERIENCES GOWITHOUT ANY WORRY ABOUT IT'S STATE OR WHERE ANY OF IT WILL FLOWNatural FlowismA Freedom of Being!WelcomeIt is 2022 Grateful to still be Self Published have been concentrating on Music and have recently created my own Podcast Style Talk to yourself Radio show on my Website...just scroll Radio to find out more other than that just trying to get as much balance as I can in life! Thankfully!Peace and Blessings^Natural Flowism^A Freedom of Being!^Did I forget to tell you?I am like a live set!You play me around!I make a note!For a fret! Images from 2018 & colour image 2019Biography 2017Since creating my first biography in 2015. I am so glad to say...my presence as a Self-Healing Poet, has grownI found the courage in the latter part of 2016, and in the beginning of 2017 to publish my very first, two Albums. In the Spoken Word/Vocal Genre In total I released 140 tracks!BEHIND THE SCENES OF FREEDOM - The first Album was released on 04/11/2016 with 51 Tracks ENOUGH! - The second Album was released on 27/01/2017 with 89 TracksThe Albums are a culmination of my Self Help, and Self Healing Both Albums depict an account of my Personal Transformation Journey from the effects of StalkingEverything produced on each album is completely improvAll tracks have been recorded at varying in lengthsEach audio's track is a form of therapeutic release, and expressionThe purpose of each emotion shared is just to simply heal from the experience behind it, and the subjects addressed within it, and then move onEach Album includes a mix of; Varying forms of Audio Journals, Monologues, Vocals, and Comedy VignettesWhile the personal experience that inspired the healing was, and is challengingIt has been incredibly moving, and a deeply healing way to harness the ability to shift in mind, body, and spiritI am so thankfully, grateful, and blessed to be available for repentance, and surrender!Biography 2015!Therapy is my process!Creating Self Healing Art and Poetry Journals is my healing!Poet, Journal Writer, Artist, Designer, Large Goods Vehicle Driver.As a Poet finding the confidence to take the step and publish a digital book of poetry, and from that decision make the necessary progress to publish printed versions of my books, started when for the second time I finally got it together and created an art space based at; www.saatchiart.com/LaviniaDeAyrI refer to my work as written images. Poetry is often my first point of creativity, free flow journal writing is a process of self-healing. Art eventually has become part of that therapeutic process. The experience behind my art led me to create a journal style blog space. Which created within me the space I needed to heal from the challenging personal experiences I faced.https://naturalflowism.blogspot.comMy creative and self-healing therapeutic work tackles the difficult and painful challenges that abusive circumstances can bring to life. The biggest challenge in creating for a public space has been the trial and error of the self- editing process. A challenge that is thoroughly enjoyed!My first five books are in part written from a deeply personal prospective, due to the nature of the experience which inspired them to be. The layout of these books are admittedly a departure from traditional printing formats requested. They were originally created very spontaneously as journals and diaries. Therefore, an alternative format is part of the identity of the books.My first literary offerings are;POETRY INDEX Behind the Scenes of Freedom SeriesThe Indexes!A call to inspiration!Poetry Index began with a feeling of inspiration, that feeling was to select some of my poems, and put them into a book. The 'book' has now turned into a series of five books! Each book gives a little bit of insight into a part of the creative writing process, and attempts to break down experiences of abuses. Free flow therapeutic journal writing, serves as the backbone to the text value within each book. Experiences influence a 'play' on terminology which is used to name each collection of poems, and areas of explanation. This gives each book a level of individual style.The original book set the tone for a series to be created subtitled; BEHIND THE SCENES OF FREEDOM! In the original of the series there are no chapters, instead each poem is named as a Scene. In the second of the series, the main collection of poems are referred to as monologues.In the third book there are chapters which house the main collection of poems termed as scenarios, and referred to as scripts.The fourth series is divided into a series of studies, which explains the influence behind the creation of a ten piece art collection.In the fifth series therapeutic excavation is enabled by the creation of dialogues, devised into a drama, as a means of dealing with trauma, and at times haunting, unwanted, repetitive memories.As it was difficult for a time for me to do the job which enables cash flow. This difficulty along all with other challenges life presents (situations that are presented to us all) served as inspiration for collections of art, one off designs, and poetry.Opening up to the therapeutic creative process in the way I did, enabled me to gain the strength and the momentum I much needed, to overcome.In my books I deal with, and share the difficult personal experience of being stalked. Writing out my experiences unearthed experiences that went as far back as childhood.All of this really bogged me down for years. Affecting almost every area of my life.I felt absolutely powerless, and unable steer my life in the direction that would allow me to completely heal.POETRY INDEX 1 - 5 BEHIND THE SCENES OF FREEDOM SERIES is present in the market place for researchers, for inspiration, and for anyone who may not fully understand how it feels to be stalked, and needs an alternative perspective, on what it is to be a survivor of stalking behaviour patterns.The Wanting Entrepreneurhttps://thewantingentrepeneur.blogspot.comAs a creativeYou are vulnerable.Your love centre may tend to be involuntarily, and always open.Because depending on how you createOr what you createInspiration will be in youOr fuse with youEvery which wayLife takes you!AN EXAMPLE OF THE STATE OF THE CREATIVEIt can be like waking in the midst of a communion, an ongoing communication with life.Depending on your medium (providing you have the ability of sleep) when you get to the in-between sleep and wake phase, or some other state, the vision, the words, the mechanic, the engineering, the maths resolution, the song is already their waiting for your participation.If you are that kind of creative.It does not matter whether you have a job, or not. Whether you can sell,or are sold out, or not.Regardless of whether there is an audience, or not.Inspiration is there waiting for you to do in readiness for someone who is waiting, wanting, or seeking, the knowledge, in the way only you can do it!Inspiration can feel like a requested presence of higher intuition, an instinct.Inspiration is there as a loving presence with a task for the earth.A universal request.To nudge your personal space,into a better place.NATURAL FLOWISMA freedom of being!https://naturalflowismbookseries.blogspot.com Behind the Art Behind the Designhttps://naturalflowism.blogspot.com Poetry Firsthttps://thewantingentrepeneur.blogspot.com Inside the Poethttps://nfafob.blogspot.com Freedom and Lovehttps://laviniasbrain.blogspot.com. Certified Brain Health ProfessionalTo my surprise After creating this profileThe titles and ideas did not stop coming!Once open to a process of healing As one book finished Another was almost ready to be writtenEverything seem to keep flowing In an unidentifiable sync...TRead more about this authorRead less about this author