This paperback version was specially created by the author to provide the book in more online stores. Especially for people who want to avoid certain vendors.

This version and the second version have the same content. They differ only in size and one small detail.

The 17-year-old Levi Phan loves nothing more than to stick his nose in books, listen to deep and aggressive rap music in any language,watch TV shows he wouldn't understand without subtitles, and be as invisible as possible at school. In short, he lives the ordinary life of a teenager.

If only there weren't this indescribable feeling in his stomach that only becomes noticeable when his eyes meet Jayson Young. That sudden tremor in his voice.

The nervousness. The fear.

Why is he acting like he's never met a person of the same sex before?A sudden encounter triggers the emotional chaos of his life, and suddenly, the 17-year-old questions his entire sexuality. And all because of a pair of brown eyes.

Content Warning: This story contains themes that might be triggering for some readers, such as mental health rep, language, and mention of an ED (in the past). .