There are people who see me as someone mystical, but I am just like you, a human being who also failed and chose another path. I was like many awakened people, the black sheep of my family since my birth. Yes, there in that family clan I had the greatest learnings to be what I am today, and although I went through many storms, I also learned about feelings.I was able to enlighten and die emotionally with my mother, receive gifts with the death of my father, feel the loss of my middle brother when I was the youngest of three siblings and lose the connection with my older sister, because without explanations, one day, she decided to take me away from her life. Everything was an apprenticeship on how to express emotions because in my family those emotional skills were lacking. Love was never expressed because it was weak and cowardly. Now I repair those deficiencies, creating and channeling emotions through art. Remember that you will create abundance out of your own shortcomings.With my father's death I understood that the brave one is the one who exposes himself, who decides to open his heart, even if it is the last day of his life and chooses to make himself vulnerable. On his deathbed we both broke an absurd belief of not showing love and what was in our hearts. There I was given my first gifts to heal emotions. A flow of energy allowed me to lay on my hands to release emotions.With time I understood that this was not the way, because whoever received my gifts did not work on their emotions and repeated every week to depend on my gifts. There I chose a new path, where I was the one expressing my emotions, to express my own pain and at the same time use my gifts. Many tears fell writing what I felt, many catharses of love were the ones I received back in the day.Today I dedicate myself to share that paradigm of love that with words one, to reach your deep heart. I never did it to help you, it was to free myself, it was to get out the negativity and pain that was unbearable. There I found a new way of doing things, by opening new ways of expression and connecting words with photography, with symbols and music to write my first work."Libera tu alma" es hora de despertARTE, is called that first book that served me to find a new way to connect with my emotions and share them in a loving way. The book was never successful, but the success was to find my own way to express emotions and feelings.With that work I discovered myself connecting art and emotions, I found unexplainable paths, but they connected with my gifts. I found the missing piece, joining different arts to connect with the soul. That is what I dedicate myself to today, to create channeled art and deliver it with wisdom.I withdrew from many forums where what I exposed was not valued or not understood, I stopped arguing to simply share and deliver the emotions I felt at the time. Some people call me mystic, but I connected with my soul by expressing my emotions and that is what sustained me. Some friends call me a troubadour of the soul, although I consider that all artists are.I had a complicated awakening where my whole world collapsed and I spent three years creating a legacy. I studied art to understand what I was creating, not to improve technique or style, that was dictated to me by my soul along the way. More than ten thousand photographs, countless texts that I wrote every day, music channeled to connect its frequency with the emotions I felt and symbols for the unconscious to be programmed with a new paradigm.People say that I express myself with my soul and if it were not so I would not do it, because it would not be worth spending words. That's why I am deep and intense, that's why I dig into emotions and feelings, because from them I receive wisdom and then I express it.They can tell you or you can read what an emotion is, but until you feel it, you will never know what you feel in your heart. They can tell you how to love, but loving is a decision. They can diagnose you with any mental disorder, but they will not tell you what is going on inside you.My gifts of sensing allow me to feel other people's emotions and integrate the wisdom they show me without having to go through the whole experience. I can feel a broken and shattered heart, I can feel a mental illness to understand and make sense of what is going on, I can express what I have felt and learn from it, and then show it to you.That is my legacy to you, that is my gift, to feel. I am in charge of showing the world what every soul hides in its heart. That is the message I received at the time to understand my work. There are people who will be scared, but what I give you does not hurt, it is art channeled to release stagnant emotions. It hurts more to believe that having them inside is better than allowing yourself to release them.I became the school teacher I wanted to have to show me what emotions are and how to release them without hurting. I learn from every talk, every company and every experience because I feel the emotions and expressing them is the purpose of my life.This is my soul and I want to show it to you, each work created is a piece of me that you will be able to experience.Carlos Arroba.Artist and educator of emotions through art:https://formacion.arrobanticismo.comRead more about this authorRead less about this author